Herose Clinic #02

after i told him all that i went through in the past
month, he was impressed that i did it without the help
or relieve from anti-biotics. Then the doctor told me
the best news ever. The worst was over. REALLY?!
"Your symptoms come quick, go quick. Very different
from others." Wow... and i was bracing myself for May,
which he had predicted would be the worst. Oh wow.
Thank you ALL for covering me with prayer. Really.
God is merciful man... *whew*...

So i made it to church again this past sunday. It took a
lot of effort though. I was itching and feeling pretty
uncomfy. I was very sleepy too cos i couldn't sleep the
night before, which has been the norm. But i made it
to church. After service, i waited by the baptism pool
for my sis. Many friends stopped to chat with me while
i waited. Many stopped to pray for me too. Sooooo
tremendously blessed. One pal held my hands and cried
with me too. You know, this is community. Brothers and
sisters in Christ coming together to uphold each other...

I'm feeling much better now. My skin is happy most times.
I'm going through tubs of moisturizers like crazy. So erm,
anyone knows where to get bigger tubs? My feet and ankles
are swollen. Water retention, can you believe it. Goodness.
The pressure in them when i walk or stand is quite uncomfy.
Now i know how pregnant ladies feel :( My feet look like
balloons with the toes sprayed out at the top. The ankles,
what ankles. My legs are straight all the way down to the
feet. Like how i draw my humanoids.

How can you pray for me? That i keep my sanity. I seem to
be getting better but i'm so tired of the whole skin care
routine. So tired of putting on my moisturizers. So tired of
having to take special baths. So tired of fighting the itch.
Pray that i'll hang on. Constantly looking up, above the storm,
to be still and know that He is God and is in control. To
believe that i will  heal in His time. And everything will
be beautiful. That i will not quit. That i will keep on keeping on.